di.lem.ma [di-lem-uh]
-noun
- a situation requiring a choice between equally undesirable alternatives.
- any difficult or perplexing situation or problem
- Logic. a form of syllogism in which the major premise is formed of two or more hypothetical propositions and the minor premise is a disjunctive proposition, as “If A then B; if C then D. Either A or C. Therefore either B or D.”
Life is collection of choices. Some creates dilemma. Have you ever been in dilemma? You want something and you don’t want it. You want to hear but you don’t want to hear. You want to say something and you don’t want to say it. Kind a absurd. But it happens.
How could you possibly stand in two places at the same time? It is dilemma. But the fact is you stand nowhere over those choices. You confuse your own vision. You don’t know where to go from the place you’re standing at. And the street seems too dark to stepped into. You don’t have enough light. That makes you see your destination like a blur image. It’s right there but is it really right there. You can’t really see. And you still standing there and take no steps.
A voice comes nowhere says, ‘Come closer, girl. If the distance reduced, the image might be seen a little bit clearer’. Well, that’s true, the image will be clearer. But another voice confuse you. It makes you question the destination. Is it really your destination or others destination that you though yours?
The voice call back, ‘Oh, just step-in, dear. Don’t listen to the confusion evil. Take your path. That’s okay if you lost, cause somehow you’ll find your way back to your destination. That’s okay to be wrong, cause that will lead you into the right one.’ The other voice seems thought and not easy to defeat. It whispers a few words that crack down your wall, ‘Are you prepared enough to face those things there?’
What are you gonna do right now? Sit there and do nothing. Poor you. Die is better, then. It is not easy. Not easy as it seems. But not as hard as you thought. Just take your step. If you find your self comfortable on that path, then take more step. If someday you realize that you take the wrong one, just pick another path. Make sure that this is the right one based on the things you passed by. It is simple, girl.
PS : I only took 2 hours to take a nap. And a cup of coffee after dinner. I don’t think i deserve this insomnia. And it’s already 5 a.m. Shhh… I wish i could say some bad words.